Ive been pms-ing.. so im not in the mood.. and studying sucks. Big time. I even cried in the bus yesterday while on the way to the airport after work.. I hate the feeling of not being able to study when u want to.. even when u noe u have to. I get all tired and worn out and i just couldnt bring myself to absorb anything... much less focus.. And travelling to whatever location im supposed to be studying at, just add salt to the wound. Its so not productive when the time you take to travel is more than 2 times the time you have, to actually study... and this includes the trip back home as well..
So i was telling Ros and Dahlia about it. Ros said that she have always admired people who work full time and study part time. She told me to take it easy and that theres others who have it worse.. considering that my job is not so bad.. pretty convenient and relaxed.. dont have to stay overtime or bring home my work or something. But still, why do i feel so stressed, girlfriend?!?!? Jeez! I cant wait for all this to end... I cant wait for June 7th to come.. I cant wait to get it over and done with!! *#$^!&#@!)#!)!@(** (censored)
MD, please understand my situation alright. Not that im complaining or purposely throwing tantrums or gets too emotional about stuff.. But the strain is really getting to me. Im so in need of support and attention right now.. Anything to get the pain off my brain... u understand right?
Apart from being sick in the brain.. i also feel sick in the stomach.. Dont know why... Lately, ive been wanting to puke alot.. We have people coming in making me want to vomit blood and worse, reading mushy mushy stuff that gives me goosebumps all over.. Yucks! Aint this kind of things supposed to be personal..? Kalau nak share pon, jangan lah over.. Agak-agak sikit lah.. If ever i get to that point, somebody do me a favour yah.. Slap me with a huge trout or something..
.:: Da Unpredictable Me ::.
namE :: raDiah
gendeR :: femAle
doB :: 29th May
horoscopE :: II ~ GeMiNi, The Twins
locatioN :: Eastern S'pore
~Life for me is unpredictable. But its the very unexpectancies that makes it all exciting, interesting and definitely beautiful~
*new list of things* To take my mom to Melbourne Bebe rhinestone tee Canon digital camera Silver charm bracelet A good bag Nice pair of heels Sunglasses Anna Sui pressed powder Escada Sunset Heat perfume
New pair of jeans
Blue Orchids
