I seriously dont know what i was thinking at that point. I just agreed without putting much thought into it. Pity? Sympathy? Guilty?
I mean although it was not entirely because of me, (they had their normal arguments but it so bad to a point that everything has to be pulled in), I cant help but feel that was it because of me that he turned out that way. Come to think of it, what the hell was HE thinking?
Whatever i heard was just so not the him i used to know. How in heaven he changed to be an insensitive turd also i dont know. And its not as if its MY fault. He was the one who made the decision. So even if he regrets it, its of no absolute use.
Is it her then? Maybe.. But she said shes tryin.. Its good that she wants to. And I hope he does too. From what i see, they both have to put up with a lot. Whether things will be really okay, we cant say. Last i heard since swensens on thur, she decided to bend over and have things his way. I do hope they know what they're doing. Too much kept emotions. Too much control. Too much insecurity. But if thats what they think is best for them then i genuinely wish them all the best.
At the end of the day, I realised that all i really want is to say "Im happy for you" and meant it.
.:: Da Unpredictable Me ::.
namE :: raDiah
gendeR :: femAle
doB :: 29th May
horoscopE :: II ~ GeMiNi, The Twins
locatioN :: Eastern S'pore
~Life for me is unpredictable. But its the very unexpectancies that makes it all exciting, interesting and definitely beautiful~
*new list of things* To take my mom to Melbourne Bebe rhinestone tee Canon digital camera Silver charm bracelet A good bag Nice pair of heels Sunglasses Anna Sui pressed powder Escada Sunset Heat perfume
New pair of jeans
Blue Orchids
