Studies.. moving rather slooooooowwwwwwly.. But at least its moving..
Something fruitful that i learnt last weekend was how to swim.. properly. At least now some people cant say that i swam like a "dugong" instead of a "duyong"..
2 of my girlfrens havin issues with their respective fiance. Its kinda amazing to see how people can still hang on to relationships.. No matter what the problem is, they are still not willing to let go. But i wonder... is it venturous to stay on just for the sake of staying on? Sure.. some problems are minute compared to others. What about macroscopic issues then? Things that you know could possibly pose as trouble anytime in the near future. Wouldnt that be a lil bit risky?
Especially when it comes to marriage. Which can lead to divorce. And that would suck, wouldnt it? Things can still be favourable when you're young. But what if you're old and you have kids and your kids are all big and growing and you just come to a point when you realize that enough is enough. Then what? Susah kan.... And so the leceh some more.
Stress. Stress.
What would you do if your hati berbelah-bagi? Like caught in between love and rational behaviour.. There are just too many things that you would want to look forward to but at this point, there seems to be little possibility of them happening. Dissappointing. Very. I wish that things had been better for us. I had often hoped that things like this would never have to happen to us. That it would never have to resort to this. Its heartbreaking.
The crunching of the heart is beginning.. Should you be gone, something will definitely be missing... Maybe.. just maybe.. i should start being tak kuasa about everything.. And when i do, I wouldnt even be bothered to make anything happen. And then we'll see how it will turn out.. to be in this on your own...
Before i go, let me just mention this particular pet peeve that i have. Its when you're out with somebody and throughout the outing, the other person would be on his/her phone the entire time you're with them. Its okay if you have other company but if its just the two of you, puh-lease lah.... A lil respect would go a long way, you know? How important is that phone call anyway that you cant even excuse yourself? And even if its that important, just get straight to the point and hang up lah. Or say that you'll call back later or something... Tak payah sampai bergantung aperr... Sheeesh!
.:: Da Unpredictable Me ::.
namE :: raDiah
gendeR :: femAle
doB :: 29th May
horoscopE :: II ~ GeMiNi, The Twins
locatioN :: Eastern S'pore
~Life for me is unpredictable. But its the very unexpectancies that makes it all exciting, interesting and definitely beautiful~
*new list of things* To take my mom to Melbourne Bebe rhinestone tee Canon digital camera Silver charm bracelet A good bag Nice pair of heels Sunglasses Anna Sui pressed powder Escada Sunset Heat perfume
New pair of jeans
Blue Orchids
